upset.
over rain. over this.
felt like i lost my balance.
the people who soothes me from my hectic schedule.
things that hold me through this stressful point of time.
didn't know it meant so much.
didn't know i was so dependent.
didn't know it would upset me so much.
didn't know my tears would fall for you.
ahh.. this is so depressing.
felt like part of me was snatched out...
perhaps getting buried under piles of works would numb this pain.
but i can't even get myself to start working..
can't believe how much this affects me.
i feel like an idiot.
fuck im such an emotional wreck.